I have decided to begin from where my life changed course from my plan to what I now call God's plan because I have no idea where it will take me. Feel free to read on and hear my story, its a bit long but I figure its a blog, I can write it all out. At the end you will see what I am doing now, and understand a bit where I came from.
June 2010
I had just finished teaching Art for the second year at an urban school in Chicago, IL. It was a job I remember thinking many times, "I can't believe I am getting paid to do what I love." It was hard work, but I really loved the kids. Yes, I was one of many teachers who worked in 2 buildings, but I had a room, which was more than many. I really didn't have a budget, so I wrote grants, applied for freebies, and begged fellow educators to run fundraisers. I had started graduate school at the beginning of the year and completed my National Board Certification process. My license was up for renewal, which by completing the National Board process and being in graduate school was a simple form which I began filling out in March to get ahead of things. I called in may, as I knew the license expired at the end of June, and I wanted to get everything set. When I called they asked me if my license said pending, which I said it did. I was then told the state would take care of it and I could register it after things went through, I asked if I could be fired because of this, they said as long as everything was in order by Sept. 1st before the first day of school I would be fine. So I relaxed and went on with my summer. I checked the status often, nothing changed. I assumed it was taking the state a while to get things processed.
Fast forward to August 16th, 2010. 2 weeks before school started I e-mailed my principal asking if I could bring in my stuff to get things set up for the first day. I was always proactive, liked to have everything set before it needed to be so I could help others get their rooms set up later. What I received was unexpected, "Dear Ms. B. I would appreciate if you could call me at your soonest convince, we have some matters to discuss dealing with your future at (enter urban school name here)." I called and was told since my license was not renewed on time I was no longer employed. I explained that the state told me I had until Sept.1 to get everything processed. I was then told if I could get everything straightened out they would see what they could do. It was hope.
I called the state and did a few extra steps that they didn't tell me on the phone when I called in May. By August 18th, everything was fixed. I called my principal explaining, she said, "Oh well I am sorry I already started the process of interviewing music teachers, we don't have an Art position number. If we did then we could try to do something." That day I went down to the city office and asked for my letter, it was sent to an old address, so I still hadn't even received my termination letter. I opened it up and read, "We regret to inform you that your position had been cut due to program reduction..." This was not what I had been told. I then got brave and walked up and asked, "My principal had told me it was due to a licensing issue, if there is still a position for me could she hire me back?" I was then told, "Yes if there is a position number of course." I had e-mailed a friend about my situation that worked for the board, she immediately sent me my position number which was listed as vacant, and as art. I called the principal and said, "Hi, I went downtown and they said the position was vacant, and a friend at the board gave me my position number, they said it hadn't been filled, here it is." I was met with, "I am really sorry but we have already placed a music position in that place, the paperwork has already been filed."
For many people, this may be confusing, why not both Art and Music? Well in Chicago Public Schools, if a school has up to 750 students then they are allowed 1 part time Art or Music. If they have 751 they are allowed 1 full time Art or Music, or one part time Art and one part time Music. The school I worked at had 747 students. Many principals will hire an Art teacher for 2 years, find a way to let them go before they receive tenure, and replace them with a Music teacher for 2 years. The cycle continues so that by the time the students leave their elementary school they are able to have both.
I was left with nothing 2 weeks before school began. I began each day at 7:00 am, with a box of resumes and a list of 5-15 schools I would drop them at. I went to over 70 schools handing them a resume and saying, "I will take anything you have, an aide position, a tutor, clerk, whatever, I just want to work with kids." In October I got a call, a school on the north side of Chicago was looking for an Aide position and wanted to know if I was interested. I said yes. After the interview I was offered the position of paraprofessional aide in a self-contained classroom for students with Autism. I would be paid 50% of what my salary was previously, the same as unemployment was giving me, but I would be working with kids. I agreed took it and was actually surprised when I got there to find out that this school, although art was all over the walls, did not have art.
I was happy to be working, we could make due on the salary, I worked odd jobs here and there to make up what we needed. We couldn't really save, but we could afford what needed. I love working with kids, and I will admit working with these children has opened my eyes to so much. I again was able to think on my feet, the job kind of required it, and work with kids again.
In November I found out that I had been achieved my National Board Certification in Art. This is a great accomplishment; it was envisioned in the same sort of way that doctors can become board certified. I was so impressed that my school decided to include my name when they made announcements that morning about the teachers who had achieved, even though I was only an Aide. Later that day several said, “Wow, so you’re really overqualified for this position then met me." I nodded, but I was working with kids, so I was happy, and I was beginning to realize what it was to work for a school that really appreciated their workers.
Around this time I got in contact with a group another group of Art teachers who were let go and were working as artists. They called themselves "Art Teachers Redefined." I sought them out and basically begged to join their group. After meeting them I fell in love with Art again, the passion, the emotion, the therapy that goes into expressing what thousands of words could say in a picture. We all would get together and vent, and enjoy being a part of something again.
Spring 2011:
After working with the Artists, I finally completed my masters program as well. I now hold a Masters of Interdisciplinary Education in Curriculum Design from National Louis University. I hope to be able to use this to someday publish some books about curriculum, and how we need to integrate the arts into our curriculum. Who knows, maybe parts of this blog will appear in a book someday.
Summer 2011
This summer I applied for around 150 jobs. Jobs as a photographer, jobs teaching art, commissioned artwork, working with murals, interior design, museum work, if it had to do with art I applied. I got called in for approximately 10 interviews, 3 of those being second interviews. Some schools were amazing, and they seemed impressed with me. 2 even said they would begin calling my references that night, and would call me to talk about paper work. I got rejection letters from those schools a week later. Others were more concerned with what I could do for after school projects and how long I was willing to stay at night rather then what I would teach the children in the classroom. This summer really opened my eyes to the state of education. Many friends and family told me, "It seems you have been around the block, and these schools want someone they can force to do more then the job expects. They don't want someone qualified, they want someone to watch kids and have them make cute things." It's very sad, but this is the state of education. When it comes to "the specials" many want a babysitter who will watch kids before, during, and after school. It doesn't matter if your good, you won't be there next year anyway. They don't want anyone who will question, just do what they ask, so much for strong leaders.
So now I am back working as a paraprofessional aide, in a school which is struggling but who respects their staff. I feel honored to know that there are still schools out there that will work to give kids the best. Many of the aides at the school have Masters; they are only required to have an Associate. The school cares about getting quality individuals surrounding the students in every way possible. They care about the education. Yes, they do not have art, but they do have a library with over 7,000 books, a Physical Education Teacher, a Music teacher, and a Drama/Dance teacher. The parents care and want to be involved. I am sure that if the money were there, there would be an Art class. So here's hoping that someday all schools will have the money for that.
In the future I will be writing about issues that are happening, little reflections about articles dealing with education. I will push to integrate arts into classrooms of schools without arts education, and art teachers to step out and work with the teachers in their schools to integrate into all forms of the curriculum. I will talk about the importance of why your students need to know how to be creative. We must begin to form a generation that will value the Arts, that will push for the importance of quality education with out fear of having test scores that are to low, that will respect the schools and teachers and aides of schools, and that will change what we see currently. I hope that you all will join me as I go forth on this endeavor.